I've been thinking lately. I need a new leash of life. It suddenly occured to me that i seem to have wasted my 1 year in SP. Though i may have been active in activities, i still feel like i've not been making full use of my time. I promised myself changes when i came to SP. Indeed i did. But why does it feel like it's not enough?

I want a new CCA. Though i'm like committed to Changi Youth Ambassadors, it still feels like it's not enough. I want sports! Yet i'm afraid that it's too late for me to join now since they have already formed their bonds and stuffs.

Pleaseeeeeee i need courage to pursue something i want. I'm really afraid of failing. I really wish to join sports but yet i'm scared. arghzxzxz.

i.am.weak.

I will change blog soon. Yea! Say hello to new me yay! (: